I left Melbourne Friday morning bound to Joburg South Africa for my brother wedding, little did i know what would await me while on transit in Dubai.

They refused me entry to Joburg saying i required a visa .They’d made a mistake when they entered my info, stuffed me around, lied, mistreated& detained me unneccesarily. It was terrible, im still in shock, no food no water,panic attacks- on my swollen feet for 16 hours running around sorting out what i could as some people had been there for 2-3days which killed my heeling ankle that was run over by a car NYE. id gotten clearance to enter Joburg but they didnt want to call the neccesary people and sort it out. After everything they put me on a plane back to Melbourne, that was on Sunday.

I should already be in South Africa getting to know my future sister in law & cuddling my niece but im here praying my visa somehow comes out 2mrw & i can fly out & be there for their wedding. There are inconsistencies with whether i needed a visa or not; one website says yes another says no, the one my family & i looked up said no but i put an application thru ydae anyway. Im trying not to be negative but facts are everything iv been trying to get done is working against me, no one is seeing this as an emergency situation:(

My sister left yday for the wedding, im staying at hers at least -there’s comfort in that, im very sad though that all this is happening. I dont understand why but everything happens for a reason.I cant think straight right now and im leaving everything in Gods hands. I understand that there is something about me that God & the devil are fight over & the past few days could have killed my spirit but im still here. I feel like im crazy, maybe everything has pushed me to losing my marbles. i miss being happy & dancing, i dont want to be depressed again & havent been thinking about the fact that i might not make it to my brothers wedding because that’s the only thing that’s keeping me going. Please pray that everything works out for me